I am realizing that most, if not all of my problems are caused by me. Being too afraid to speak up about something or being afraid to hurt people’s feelings. Instead of resolving the issue at hand, I let it go as if that’ll make it go away. It never goes away, it just sits in the back of the room waiting for a little light to shine on it again. But I’m tired of having to deal with this shit later anyway because by then it’s so much harder to end or change whatever it is .. It just gets worse. I could have avoided so much at this point. I’m too nice and people take advantage. Why am I sooo nice? .. People don’t even deserve it. I’m trying to learn to stop putting other people’s wants, needs and feelings before mine and to take nobody’s shit. They don’t do it for me, so why do I care so much??! People don’t consider what you’re going through, so why consider them at all. What’s the worst that could happen if I put myself first ..